realization, it could be real.
body flushes with chemicals
fingers flicker
ultra awareness of space
humans, a real big crowd.

this isn’t real.
no walking needed.
they can’t see you.
and can’t hurt you.
couldn’t be safer.
this is why
hiding is hornier than hiring.
this is why we are here.
we don’t want to be hurt.
what i want -no danger-

I AM EVERYWHERE
I AM ON THE WALL
YOU WANT ME BECAUSE
YOU ARE GOOD STUDENT
YOU ARE EVERYWHERE
I WANT YOU BECAUSE
I AM GOOD STUDENT
I WELL GOOD NICE

this is me
you like?
please please
make me exist
you have the power now
i know if i can reach
i will be
in your arms
i will be smile bed wordless